This pretty much sums up my life…
via somethingaboutyou0 (originally always-a-pleasure)
Can someone please explain to me why everyone my age is out there looking for love? You’re 20 years old and you just got engaged?!?! Am I the only one who wants to have fun, travel the world and experience things, just live life in general, before I settle down and get married… I mean you do you, but that’s just crazy to me…
4 months ago on 9 January
2013 ~ 9:18pm
Words cannot express how excited I am to get out of Richmond this weekend!!!
5 months ago on 18 December
2012 ~ 12:18am
This week sucks….2 people in my family have died in the last week, and I’m reliving everything that happened after my dad passed as a result. To add to the fact that my depression is worsening, I have finals that I need to study for, yet I could not care less about preparing for them.
Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya tomorrow; you’re always a day away…
Tomorrow is going to be sooooo long!!!!
I have to be up at 5:45…class until 12:15…get my ass kicked in the gym with my sister Danielle…shower…study…PC meeting…quality time with my Big and hopefully some much needed advice from her…
The worst feeling in the world…
is hurting someone that you love and not being able to do anything to make it better.
WORSE THAN THAT…
is for them to tell you that they wish they had never met you or fallen in love with you.
Confession…
I’m so strong for everyone around me. I am there for them at all times and never let them know think something is bothering me. I put on this front and pretend like everything is fine. “I’m fine” is my programmed response whenever someone asks if I’m okay.
However, the truth is that my depression is worsening. I never took the time to grieve for the death of my father, and it is hitting me now like a freight train. I am literally falling apart at the seams and can’t seem to get myself together. I literally don’t care about anything, and I hate everyone - including myself! I have to be strong for my mom, but all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry.
I am so so so scared that something is going to happen. My family has already been ripped apart once, and I can’t even bare the thought of anything happening to my mother. She is my rock and my best friend. I honestly don’t know what I would do without her.
So here I am…needing someone to be strong for me, tell me everything is going to be okay, and make me feel safe…yet I lay here alone.
If you’re dating a Zeta, raise your glass. If not, raise your standards.
Three years ago today…
The most important man in my life was taken Home. I woke up that morning thinking it was going to be just like any other day, but what I didn’t know was that in a few hours, I would get news that would change my life forever. On Thursday, October 8, 2009, my father passed away forever changing my life, my family’s life, and all the lives of the people he knew. I miss him more than words can even express, and I would do anything to talk to him just one more time. Today, and everyday, I remember him with love and wish he was here with me. I hope he is proud of the woman I’ve become and knows how much I love and miss him. I know you’re smiling down on me from Heaven and keeping watch over me.
R.I.P. Kenneth W. Sledd August 25, 1930 - October 8, 2009
I love you Papa! ♥
7 months ago on 8 October
2012 ~ 6:33pm
Let it be noted that on this day: September 24, 2012, I finished a lip balm in its entirety. I started this can on January 01, 2012 and not once did I lose it or use any other Chapstick.
Found this on my desktop while I was cleaning my computer. Sorry it’s been so long since I’ve posted something other than my usual reblogging of pictures. I’ve been really busy with school, work, and my new sisters. In case you were wondering, school has started back up, and I’m loving being home and attending VCU. I have a very busy schedule and am tired all the time, but I’m hanging in there. I’m now a sister of Zeta Tau Alpha, and I’m loving all my new sisters. I have my sisterhood retreat this weekend, and even though we’re going camping - which is not my thing - I’m very excited to bond with my sisters. Sorry it’s been so long, but I’ll try to post more and keep your updated.
